So far, I've been doing my holiday tasks bit by bit, 30minutes a day, and it seems that I'm doing quite well.
Now, the only thing I'm really worried about is this:

I have to learn these beautiful, old-fashioned songs for the upcoming SJI International choir "concert", and frankly, to tell you the truth, i don't know any shit about them. I can't read notes, which is really disadvantageous, embarrassing and uncomplimentary, and although I can follow the melodies easily, I can't possibly follow THE BASS without hearing it. Yes, I'm on bass. But seriously I think I can do the operatic soprano voice better. Female and Male. Hahaha. There's a rustic Yamaha piano here at home, shipped all the way from Los Angeles, CA to Manila and then to General Santos, which has been collecting dust for almost a year because no one here has gotten interest to play it. It may sound as if we have wasted money and effort bringing that mammoth piano, but it doesn't. It's free, that's why.
Now, I have to rely on my dysfunctional brain to try to remember all those pitches for all those lyrics of all those songs.