rowlandanthonyimperial
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
01:43
Twenty-day holiday.
I was so angry early this morning. She scolded me. She was so tall, and her high heels made it worse as she gained a few extra inches of that precious commodity we call height. I could barely see her face emblazoned with disgruntlement. Argh. But she had a point though. I knew I was wrong. I knew she was right. My subconscious wants to thank her for reminding me how lazy I've become for the past few days.
My laziness somehow overwhelmed me last night, which eventually led me to watching another episode of "I'm Sorry, I Love You" (Thanks a lot, Carmen. ^^)
Watching it just made me realize how much I have been getting so childish these days. Amanda was happily scolding me on the bus today, saying that I've become so childish. But I can't help it. On one moment, I get emotional, then on another I get so hyperactive, to the point that it's not fun to watch me making a fool of myself anymore. Guess it isn't childish. Guess it's just sheer weirdness.
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I can't believe it. Twelve days more and I'm going back to the Philippines. This is absurd. Half of me wants to go back, and of course the other half wants to stay. I can't just possibly split myself into two. That would entirely wipe my existence out of this world.
After two years, I have learned to completely annihilate this irritating and annoying habit of mine - homesickness. I do miss my parents and my siblings, I miss them a lot, but this time I have learned to resist myself from those crybaby nights of mine way back in my secondary school days. Truly, the combined efforts of the immense workload in school and warm and wonderful company of friends has enormously contributed to my "moving on".
And thank you for making my heart sing each and every day. You know who you are.
I actually drafted some of the things that I'm going to do during the course of my 20-day holiday in March.
1.) Eat, eat, eat, and eat.
2.) Eat more.
3.) Never stop eating.
4.) Sleep early (11pm)
5.) Sleep more (wake up at 12 noon)
6.) Watch cable TV
7.) minimize internet usage (Rowland appears to be offline).
8.) go to my great granny's house to pick some star apples for Sarah.
9.) go to my great granny's house to breathe some fresh farm air. ahhhh... although we sometimes can't avoid getting a whiff of carabao shit. Never mind. It's organic in its entirety. It's safer than inhaling smoke from belching cars.
10.) do homework. Duh.
11.) do more homework. Duh.
12.) playstation 2!!
13.) go to church.
14.) meet old friends.
15.) shopping (if possible)
16.) travel far, far away from my city.
17.) learn a bit of driving.
18.) do tutorial for my lazy siblings.
19.) takuyaki festival at KCC.
20.) Get buff. hahaha
